After my last birth and whilst in labour the midwives on duty at the hospital not believing i was in labour and making me wait off to the side in some hallway space whilst in full blown labour and when they finally decided to let me in the birth suite to check how far along i was the midwife did not ask for my consent before breaking my waters which put my baby under stress and also the past few years of the women nationally and in my local area being mistreated, having unnecessary interventions, and obstetric violence taken place, I felt called to birth the way women have from the very beginning and taking responsibility for my birth and pregnancy. I no longer felt hospitals were a safe space for women or babies.